tvar_backwash ([personal profile] tvar_backwash) wrote2015-03-07 11:44 pm
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i ain't a writer. the gift of gab, trick of the tongue just isn't something that comes naturally to me. i just have a tendency to forget. and since i've deleted and lost most of my old journals and such, i figured i should start back over for myself, depressing as it feels.

in all honesty i'll probably just forget, as usual.
and if not forgetfulness, a chronic lack of motivation.

all i've done all day is eat. i don't want to do homework or laundry or clean my room or anything else. i don't even want to be here. i feel bloated. i think my ass stinks. i'm too lazy to get up and go outside for a cigarette.